I admit that I am struggling. I admit that my heart is hurting… once again. Nothing pains me more than to hear of yet another mass shooting in our country. As an empath, I can’t help but feel the insurmountable pain a family member or friend goes through to learn that a loved one has been killed in this way, yet again… something that numbingly seems to be becoming a regular occurrence in our country.
Yes, it pains my heart a great deal because in our collective heart, we are all one, and that means if my fellow being is hurting, so am I; their pain is my pain which is amplified by the fact that it’s so profoundly unnecessary. And yet, there is something even more upsetting than this that pains my heart. It is a society that is made up of many who, regardless of lives lost – a parent’s child, a brother, sister, best friend, grandchild, student, teacher, etc – will still stand firm and obstinately defensive, while appearing incredibly heartless to maintain their position and continued idol worship of guns, claiming one’s “Constitutional Rights” as though no other Constitutional Rights have EVER been changed throughout history (resulting from obvious outdatedness) like… oh, you know… a woman’s right to vote.
Really? Are we that barbaric? Are we that heartless? Are we that stuck in our fear and insecurity to illogically hold steadfast to the illusion that a gun actually makes one safer and, as a result, trumps any sense of humanity whatsoever? To the point that it is basically the biggest, uncaring, slap in the faces of those who just lost their loved ones to another gun? And yes, by another mentally ill human being who got a HOLD of a gun because it is just WAY too easy and accessible in this country.
I am left shaking my head in sheer disbelief.
For those of you who know me, you know I RARELY express political or religious views because I have committed my life to living from the heart… which to me is living life from a place of peace, connectedness and love for all and the world. I have committed my life to “being the change I wish to see in the world,” so regardless of one’s political or religious views, I can still love all; I can still be your friend. But sometimes, when it’s really important, LOVE asks to speak up and step out.
Guns. They were and are designed to kill. To destroy life. From an energetic standpoint, guns do NOT emanate peace or love. The energy of a gun is violent. There is no other purpose for a gun than to kill. And of course, if it was up to me, guns would be gone from this planet… gone from this Universe or any other Universes that may exist. But I know that until the human species strives for a greater consciousness that embodies a vibration that is truly about “peace and goodwill to men,” this will not happen. So… until that time of our potential evolved consciousness, we still have guns.
So what are we going to do? Just stand their screaming for our Constitutional Rights while ignoring the people who are in incredible pain because of yet another gun????
Oh yes… but guns don’t kill people. Hmmm… last time I checked, they do. Guns DO kill people when they are in the hands of the mentally ill. And the point being, ONCE AGAIN, because the mentally ill can get a gun anywhere at any time because there are NO regulations and restrictions. Wow. That makes a whole lot of sense. Really? How can certain people continue to use this justification while your fellow human beings cry in pain at the loss of their child? Gosh, thank God it’s them and not us. UGH.
Once again, my heart hurts. Because these justifications don’t come from the heart; they come from a fearful mind that is not FEELING into what is happening here. I am sorry… a heart that feels can not and will not let those erroneous justifications (my Constitutional Rights… please… ) get in the way of what is REAL. What is TRUE. What is incredibly WRONG with this picture.
We are a country that glorifies – GLORIFIES – violence. Look at our movies. Look at our video games. Look at how we treat each other. Where is REAL connection… through the heart? And for those who hold steady to the Bible verses… 1st Commandment: “Thou shalt have no other gods before me.” As well as that part that says we shouldn’t be worshipping any other idols? Except for a gun. I guess that’s ok.
I’m sorry… I’m just in pain. My heart is hurting because of what I am seeing and what I am feeling in my own beautiful country of the United States of America. According to how the laws in this country are set up right now, I guess instead of God bless, America, it’s God bless our guns.
Stop with the Constitution. It’s outdated. Stop the craziness. It’s killing innocent people. Stop the justifications. It’s sounding more mentally ill than the ones who actually are.
And to the responsible, sensible gun owners (some who are in my own family) who also believe in gun restrictive laws for the greater good of our society, thank you.
I just pray our heart and humanity will soon transcend this utter senselessness.
God bless and help us all.
Lisa
So beautiful and emotional Lisa, thank you so much for sharing for us all the precious moments of your beautiful journey with “Little Miss” XOXO
You’re welcome, Susan. Thank you for reading and caring. It means a lot. It’s the biggest loss I’ve had in my life and I know you know about that too. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing this beautiful tribute. And especially thank you for sharing the video of Miss. It shows clearly just how tired she was and ready to go. The children being there was such a blessing & as you say, representative of what you’ve said Miss was always about. Such a beautiful ceremony and all of the pieces falling together so perfectly and in such Divine Order. All so perfectly timed. And especially Josh’s reactions both next to her at the moment of her final breaths and his running into the pasture after her…oh my. So glad it was all captured and shared. And I’m so blessed that she came to me in my angel healing. Sending you love and prayers for Abundant Blessings, Lisa ♡
Thank you for your thoughts, Sue. Yes..it really was all so amazing. And yes, she was tired. She was more than ready. What an honor to do that for her, albeit how sad it was. But that is love, isn’t it? Thank you for caring and being so interested in my precious Miss. Sending you lots of love and healing, Sue! Big hugs.
Thanks for sharing the painfully honest details of what went into your decision.
Wow… just seeing this now. Yikes! Sorry! You’re welcome. Thank you for reading, Linette. I just finished part 2 of her actual beautiful, yet sad, transition that was orchestrated so magically from up above. Wow. It’s taken me awhile to write because of all of the emotion of reliving every detail, but it’s important and so honoring of her. I will be posting this by tomorrow!!!
Thank you for these timely words. The anxiety level (and depression and antagonism and warring) is an effect our country is suffering from. Stories. It’s all about stories and perception. Such is human history. Tribes, nations, religious groups, political affiliations…. they all use stories to define and control themselves — and others. Once we break free from the stories and start writing our own story, we find our power and and our freedom. I love how you showed this hope. When we see what we don’t want, we can become (or maintain) the kind of person who behaves in a helpful, holistic way.
I am inspired by your steps to do that, and I will adopt that to help keep me on a peaceful way, responsible for my own thoughts and actions, which should result in love. Right on, Lisa!
Beautiful Lisa!! Very eloquently expressed human needs and a reminder how love triumphs!!…(Trump!)
Thank you, Nicole!
Lisa…I’m so impressed with how well you’re able to express the deep love and connection you & Miss have for each other. It’s been a pleasure to be around her in the past few weeks and to help a little with her care. She was so great when I put the boot back on her yesterday…no halter needed! I speak to her just like I speak to a human (& my horses!) and by her response I am absolutely certain she understands every word. Your Miss is one in a billion, and I’m honored to play a small role in your journey with her.
Awwwwww, Katherine, you are the best and are as amazing as they come. Your ability to communicate with these precious souls is so wonderful and I know that Miss totally understands you and cooperates so well because she knows you are there to help her in whatever way you can. You have played a very significant role in her healing in the last couple of weeks. Thank you SO much!!!! Me, Mom and Miss all appreciate it so much! Onward and upward with our little miracle girl.
I’m speechless. This is so astonishingly beautiful. i have to read it again.
Thank your for your comment, Melissa. I am happy that this has touched you as it has me. From one horse person to another… we are all blessed to be touched by these special beings. Much love and light to you. -Lisa
Lisa, Thank you for this beautiful glimpse into your heart and the heart of Little Miss. It takes a lot of strength and a lot of love to stay present throughout this difficult time, but thanks for doing so and for being willing to share so honestly. Your story is a true testament to the unconditional love we can receive and return to animals in our lives…but it’s much more than that, as you’ve pointed out, it’s the heart lessons and the blessings in the process. Your story has touched my heart and made me see that so much more clearly. May you be blessed beyond measure, as I’m sure you already feel you are, and may you find the peace and the release from your own pain of loss when the moment comes.
The world is a better place because of you & your decision to live from intention, honesty and love.
Namaste♡
Wow, Sue. I am blessed and humbled by your message. I am touched that you have been so moved by my experience and what I have shared in regard to this journey with Little Miss. Deep sigh… It’s way bigger than me. I just keep my heart open to receiving all that is there to receive. My sweet girl is an angel in the form of a horse. I have recognized that for many, many years. I feel it is only right to share all that I have learned from her and all that she has shown me about the depths of life with others. She has so much to teach us all. Who I am and how I conduct myself in the world is a DIRECT reflection of what she has taught me about myself and who we are as human beings in this Universe. God bless you and thank you for sharing your thoughts. Namaste, Lisa
Wow what a story of hope! Loved it.
Best wishes for a great success in raising funds to send more kids to camp through the PEDAL ON THE PIER event.
OH my gosh!!!!! Just saw this comment, Rita! So sorry!!!! Glad you enjoyed this story!!!